a small retrospective

iwrotehaikusaboutbukkake:

The newspaper read, “tu est adorable.”

And I wholeheartedly concur.

Posted 5 hours ago with 35 notes
rolls

i once got an old roll of film developed
not knowing what to expect
none of the pictures turned out right
except for a picture of a girl i once knew
standing on top of the
abandoned radar base
giving me the middle finger
24 shots
1 was good

i laughed and thought
what a stupid metaphor for life
that was
even the good moments
are blurry 
and out of grasp
and flipping me off from the past

i wrote a lot of stuff this year i didn’t post and i’m going through it now and sorting it raising up a lot of ~feelings~

most of it sucks (most of everything i write lately sucks) but still makin me feel weird

writing is dumb

Posted 1 day ago with 9 notes
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i’m looking for a clean break
in anything that i do
give me the chance 
to leave everything on the ground
give me the chance
to slip off into a well
or into the sky
or to nowhere in particular
at all
give me silence and cold
from the whole world
breathing down
my neck


one day a clean break will come
but i can’t do it consciously
it will come in the form
of silence in the dark
i await it
with open arms

Posted 3 days ago with 9 notes

butterflygutsonthewindshield:

perfecting loneliness ‘til nothing’s holding us.

Posted 1 week ago with 8 notes
dishonest sleep

asmallretrospective:

the radio is fuzzy
but i can hear the words
slowly dripping from the speaker
forming pools in my ears.
i listen closely and
i hear it all
yet i can’t make out a single word.

my mind is fixed on
being stuck between the two places
i wish i was
(the past, the future)

i exist right here
in this moment of time
with this radio show
at 6am,
i would just rather be
a year and a half ago or
five years ahead or
anywhere but
in this one moment.

the radio is drowned out by
2 hours last night
3 the night before
2 tonight.
there’s no counting
lucky stars
when the sun waves.

the birds sing
for they only know present.
the radio screams
for it only knows the past.
myself? i lay
for i know shit all about anything.

but i can say
the birds are nice,
i’m getting to know them better
i’ll take that
for now.
maybe by the time they go south
i’ll be somewhere else too
with a radio that works and
a clock that doesn’t need fixing.

i wrote this last night and i think i kinda like it a lot so here it is again*~

Posted 1 week ago with 15 notes
dishonest sleep

the radio is fuzzy
but i can hear the words
slowly dripping from the speaker
forming pools in my ears.
i listen closely and
i hear it all
yet i can’t make out a single word.

my mind is fixed on
being stuck between the two places
i wish i was
(the past, the future)

i exist right here
in this moment of time
with this radio show
at 6am,
i would just rather be
a year and a half ago or
five years ahead or
anywhere but
in this one moment.

the radio is drowned out by
2 hours last night
3 the night before
2 tonight.
there’s no counting
lucky stars
when the sun waves.

the birds sing
for they only know present.
the radio screams
for it only knows the past.
myself? i lay
for i know shit all about anything.

but i can say
the birds are nice,
i’m getting to know them better
i’ll take that
for now.
maybe by the time they go south
i’ll be somewhere else too
with a radio that works and
a clock that doesn’t need fixing.

Posted 1 week ago with 15 notes

feel like dying of Bummed sos send help

Posted 1 week ago with 1 note
33

sometimes the sunset
just looks like a sky
filled with blood

a murderous sky
tops me up with
my human condition

a hole in the chest,
a cup full of coffee,
a question of understanding

does the sunrise
also look like
a bloody mess?

Posted 1 week ago with 9 notes
fileundertragicomedy: Why is there no KINGS GIRLS merch?

we had tapes of the first ep (which was before i joined) but i think they’re all gone

we’re probably gonna put out the latest ep on something in the nearish future. maybe another cassette but hopefully something like a one sided 7”? i doubt we’ll ever have shirts or anything but ~who knows~

Posted 2 weeks ago with 0 notes